Labels: aku dan diriku
Kebodohan berulang....lagi
Saturday, 20 March 2010
Saturday, 20 March 2010
sampai bila?mahu berhenti melukakan..dan dilukai, atau melukai sendiri?kau bukan terlalu bodoh utk kau ulangi kebodohan itu.ataukah aku manusia lemah ini mmg tidak mampu utk tidak mengulangi kesilapan walaupun sekali.walaupun natijah kesilapan itu xkan tertanggung.hmm
Aku yang terleka
Saturday, 13 March 2010
Saturday, 13 March 2010
hari ini, masuk 13 mac 2010...lebih kurang 2 bulan berlalu.dah sampai hujung sem rupenye..aku skali lagi leka di 'zon selesa' ciptaan aku sendiri.alangkah ruginya menjadi seorang aku.
dengan minggu-minggu selepas ini penuh dengan 'dateline', presentation dan assignment, aku mula rasa lemas.deym.padan muke aku.yeah so dengan kerja yang melambak2 aku kene atur langkah utk menyiapkan satu persatu dari saat ni.
so skg ni border utk format kelas xpdc dah setel.tgal diary and isi-isi aktiviti sepanjang kt tioman.skg aku try wat superhero lak utk kelas Mr. Fawaz yang mana GARUDA aku x setel lagi kostum n jalan cerita.then esok aku start tumpu wat studio pulak.All the best utk aku!! +_+
dengan minggu-minggu selepas ini penuh dengan 'dateline', presentation dan assignment, aku mula rasa lemas.deym.padan muke aku.yeah so dengan kerja yang melambak2 aku kene atur langkah utk menyiapkan satu persatu dari saat ni.
so skg ni border utk format kelas xpdc dah setel.tgal diary and isi-isi aktiviti sepanjang kt tioman.skg aku try wat superhero lak utk kelas Mr. Fawaz yang mana GARUDA aku x setel lagi kostum n jalan cerita.then esok aku start tumpu wat studio pulak.All the best utk aku!! +_+
Labels: aku dan diriku, ArchiUTM
Racauan seorang aku
Saturday, 2 January 2010
Saturday, 2 January 2010
Hari ni hari ke-2 tahun baru 2010, dekad baru...aku rasa sgt gembira sbb duit dah masuk.dunia rasa berwarna warni setelah sesak nafas selama 2 mggu.yahooo!tq para penaja..hehe
Tapi dlm aku gembira.ada jugak dalam hati aku rasa sedih.dengan diri aku yg tahapehapetah ni.walaupun dah msuk duit, bukan sume mende boleh dibeli dengan kertas-kertas yg bernilai tu.kebahagiaan mmg confirm x dpt dgn poket tebal.kebahagiaan jugak xkn dtg kalau kau seorang yg hapehapetah..
Tahapehapetah la yg aku borak ni, aku pun xtau..tp hati aku rase sgt pedih skg.aku kecewa dgn diri aku.so sempena tahun baru hijrah yg dah berminggu bermula dan tahun baru masehi yg baru menyingkap hari ke-2 ni, cuma satu je niat aku..nk jadi aku yg lebih baik.x guna azam2 ni tanpa azam yg kuat dan kental..jd aku x letakkan azam, cuma aku akan cuba utk jadi org yg lebih baik.
Rasenye dah jauh sgt aku lari drpd jd aku yg sepatutnya, dengan apa yg jd kt aku skrg walaupun seberat mana pun aku menyalahkan situasi dan org lain, sebenarnya semuanya berpunca dari aku sendiri.slh satunya perangai aku, sebagai seorang pelajar rasenye byk jugak mende2 ironi yg x sepatutnya dibuat leh seorang pelajar tp aku buat..langgar perintah dan larangan Pencipta aku, menyakitkan hati mama abah, hati org lain, mungkin hati org yang menyayangi aku, kawan2 aku.aku mungkin x perasan, so kekadang utk menyedapkan hati, aku anggap ini sebagai kifarah dosa2 aku yg lepas.aku mintak maaf kepada semua.aku hanya insan lemah
Mmg bila org bertanya knapa kau berada di tempat kau skrg aku rasa pedih nk jawab, tp tu semua mmg ketentuan-Nya, lgpun aku yg pilih jalan aku skrg...aku ada rasa menyesal dan cemburu kekadang tgk kawan2, tp ak tetap rasa bahagia dgn situasi aku skrg..mungkin aku akan lebih kuat dan bertanggungjawab lepas ni.kata org bijak pandai, kau jatuh maka kau bangun kembali..so nk xnk aku kene la redha dan tabah menempuh dugaan. lgpun bukannya dunia berakhir dengan kegagalan kau..apa yg penting teruskan usaha menggapai apa yg telah kau usahakan selama ni.jangan kau lupa tu..kau selalu lupa!!
Tapi dlm aku gembira.ada jugak dalam hati aku rasa sedih.dengan diri aku yg tahapehapetah ni.walaupun dah msuk duit, bukan sume mende boleh dibeli dengan kertas-kertas yg bernilai tu.kebahagiaan mmg confirm x dpt dgn poket tebal.kebahagiaan jugak xkn dtg kalau kau seorang yg hapehapetah..
Tahapehapetah la yg aku borak ni, aku pun xtau..tp hati aku rase sgt pedih skg.aku kecewa dgn diri aku.so sempena tahun baru hijrah yg dah berminggu bermula dan tahun baru masehi yg baru menyingkap hari ke-2 ni, cuma satu je niat aku..nk jadi aku yg lebih baik.x guna azam2 ni tanpa azam yg kuat dan kental..jd aku x letakkan azam, cuma aku akan cuba utk jadi org yg lebih baik.
Rasenye dah jauh sgt aku lari drpd jd aku yg sepatutnya, dengan apa yg jd kt aku skrg walaupun seberat mana pun aku menyalahkan situasi dan org lain, sebenarnya semuanya berpunca dari aku sendiri.slh satunya perangai aku, sebagai seorang pelajar rasenye byk jugak mende2 ironi yg x sepatutnya dibuat leh seorang pelajar tp aku buat..langgar perintah dan larangan Pencipta aku, menyakitkan hati mama abah, hati org lain, mungkin hati org yang menyayangi aku, kawan2 aku.aku mungkin x perasan, so kekadang utk menyedapkan hati, aku anggap ini sebagai kifarah dosa2 aku yg lepas.aku mintak maaf kepada semua.aku hanya insan lemah
Mmg bila org bertanya knapa kau berada di tempat kau skrg aku rasa pedih nk jawab, tp tu semua mmg ketentuan-Nya, lgpun aku yg pilih jalan aku skrg...aku ada rasa menyesal dan cemburu kekadang tgk kawan2, tp ak tetap rasa bahagia dgn situasi aku skrg..mungkin aku akan lebih kuat dan bertanggungjawab lepas ni.kata org bijak pandai, kau jatuh maka kau bangun kembali..so nk xnk aku kene la redha dan tabah menempuh dugaan. lgpun bukannya dunia berakhir dengan kegagalan kau..apa yg penting teruskan usaha menggapai apa yg telah kau usahakan selama ni.jangan kau lupa tu..kau selalu lupa!!
Labels: aku dan diriku
Tag Diri
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Tugasan pertama untuk subjek Komunikasi Senibina yg diajar oleh En. Fawaz.
Buat tag nama, ada logo, logotype, nama, gambar dan design.
Setelah tukar itu dan ini ni la jadinya design nametag aku.
X lawa ke boring ke ape lantak korg..yg penting aku seronok n puas dapat design logo sendiri.pasni leh aku pakai logo aku secara rasmi.haha.
k la itu saja utk kali ni..nk wat projek studio smpai taun depan.haha.
Buat tag nama, ada logo, logotype, nama, gambar dan design.
Setelah tukar itu dan ini ni la jadinya design nametag aku.
X lawa ke boring ke ape lantak korg..yg penting aku seronok n puas dapat design logo sendiri.pasni leh aku pakai logo aku secara rasmi.haha.
k la itu saja utk kali ni..nk wat projek studio smpai taun depan.haha.
Labels: ArchiUTM
Some stuff from a 'senpai'
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
'curi' drpd blog khruz.mostly true but some are not..just read it and got to know us, the " " creature whatever u want to say.haha
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
'curi' drpd blog khruz.mostly true but some are not..just read it and got to know us, the " " creature whatever u want to say.haha
Labels: apa-apa saja
Sustainable Shelter Competition 2009
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Pada 07-09-2009 bersamaan rabu telah diadakan satu pertandingan yg melibatkan dak2 skolah menengah dari seluruh Malaysia, yang mana pertandingan ni memerlukan kreativiti, rekaan, keazaman yg kukuh untuk mendirikan 'shelter' utk seorang yang hanya dibuat daripada botol...yaaa botol...dan juga dawai dan tali sebagai medium mengikat botol2 utk dijadikan struktur, dan juga 'skin' utk bumbung dan dindingnya.
Sebanyak 17 penyertaan dari seluruh skolah menengah termasuk dari kelantan dan terengganu.caya lah suma..group aku jage adalah dari SEMENZA.haa tau pe tu semenza?Sekolah Menengah Zainab 1..gile world name.haha
Mmg meriah, mmg penuh warna warni, mmg byk ragam time event ni...ada mcm2 design shelter dari botol tu, ada ramai fasi dan supervisor yg involved, dan x lupa jugak ade ramai cameraman yang wat camera party td.hahaha.walaupun penat tp masih boleh enjoy dan melepaskan kejap tekanan buat kerja studio, assignment dan macam2.gambar akan di update kemudian..see u again!
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Debu dosa
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Ke arah mana halanya
Bagi insan yang terleka
Mengejar nikmat dunia
Bagaikan hidup selamanya
Tak peduli dosa noda
Seksa azab neraka
Hidup jauh dari rahmatNya
Terpedaya pada dunia
Pentas ciptaan manusia
Terlupa pada segala
Mengikut nafsu semata
Membiar syaitan beraja
Di hati dan juga jiwa
Mengejar dunia penuh debu dosa
Teguhkanlah iman dalam diri
Moga dikau akan merasai
Betapa indah nikmat Ilahi
Dan yakin kau akan dirahmati
Harus kau percaya dengan pasti
Dunia tidak kekal abadi
Hanya menguji cekalnya hati
Sebagai khalifah yang sejati
Tak perlu kau meragui
Andai teguh keimananmu
Pasti bahagia menanti
Di akhirat yang abadi
semoga menjadi pedoman buat diri dan sahabat-sahabat Insyallah
Bagi insan yang terleka
Mengejar nikmat dunia
Bagaikan hidup selamanya
Tak peduli dosa noda
Seksa azab neraka
Hidup jauh dari rahmatNya
Terpedaya pada dunia
Pentas ciptaan manusia
Terlupa pada segala
Mengikut nafsu semata
Membiar syaitan beraja
Di hati dan juga jiwa
Mengejar dunia penuh debu dosa
Teguhkanlah iman dalam diri
Moga dikau akan merasai
Betapa indah nikmat Ilahi
Dan yakin kau akan dirahmati
Harus kau percaya dengan pasti
Dunia tidak kekal abadi
Hanya menguji cekalnya hati
Sebagai khalifah yang sejati
Tak perlu kau meragui
Andai teguh keimananmu
Pasti bahagia menanti
Di akhirat yang abadi
semoga menjadi pedoman buat diri dan sahabat-sahabat Insyallah
